Saturday, May 2, 2009

Anger is deadlier than Cyanide.

...even though it doesn't kill man at once :(

“Speak when you are angry -
and you'll make the best speech you'll ever regret.”

- Dr. Laurence J. Peter
American "hierarchiologist", Educator and Writer.
1919-1990


Nothing can be explained better than this quote and how much I regret has absolutely no words. Initially I was playing the silent-bird to him. Of course, he could understand there was something nagging at my mind. So he insisted that I pour out, to which I refused like a darling. How long can one put up an act, when your heart is seething with anger?
Thus, it happened.
I explained him that I never liked the way he justified his loved ones behavior. He could do nothing more but justify again. In response to the topic (spoken on May 1st) I gathered incidents ranging the last six years, how things were and how things are. Sporadically diverging from the topic under discussion is an inherent nature of a woman. I say so as I am a woman and may be that's why I can very well understand the truth.

So a trivial issue, which could have easily passed for a tiny rebuke, which could have been easily swept under the carpet was dug SO deep that there were holes in our hearts.
Irreparable, irrevocable damage done. I am repenting now. What the heck is the use? Where was my sanity when I was pouring out my accusations? Uh. To all the wonderful women out there, we know that we are the most beautiful creatures of the animal kingdom. So able of creating lives. Nothing comes without a price right? The price we have paid to our creator is the slashing tongue.

God! I'm seething with anger now, apparently at me.

3 comments:

  1. You are a beautiful writer. I'm sorry you are hurting. Thank you for visiting my blog and wishing me congratulations.

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  2. You are right. Anger has made me take a lot of decisions that I am regretting right now. It's like your brain and reasoning abilities go to sleep when your anger awakens. I'm currently trying to control it. But it is proving difficult.

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  3. @Michelle - Thank you for visiting my blog as well, and for your comment :)

    @T & L - Yeah, the worst thing is.. you often show your anger at the ones who mean a lot to you. and try to be nice to the ones who don't mean much :|

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